An Adventure in Uncertainty

  

I want to see if I can find the portal to my inner world and thus find the connection to the afterlife. After reviewing pages of notes I took in meditations it seems I’ve been given the answer by some strange ‘voice’. I now want to see if it’s true.

Warning: This is experiment is not for everyone.

Here’s a description of what I'll be undertaking.

No Facebook,  Twitter (never understood that one anyway) and maybe just a bit of Pinterest (to get my fix of architecture porn) is all I’ll be allowing myself in September. (I'll be scheduling Frog and the Well Posts with throwback Thursday cartoons)

Also I’ll be taking in as little News as possible, hopefully no gossiping, idle mindless chit chat and bullshit as I aim to be mindful of my thoughts and where I direct my attention.

Bring my energy back inside myself, notice my thoughts and see if they serve me well.

Do my thoughts and activities nourish me?

I am also going to let go of my need to control situations and trust that the guidance is there and is looking out for me.

“It’s easy to get so distracted, and when you do, you emotionally react to things that maintain that distraction and cause energy build up in the body.”

I will be neutral about things I have to do, but would normally complain about and rejoice in the things I love doing. I will make more time to do what fills me with joy and happiness.

So this is just some of the advice I got out of the mediations that I will be putting into practice to see if it’s any good or not. Yes I’m trusting the advice of unseen voices in my head (more like my heart), but these voices seem to make way more sense than anything I see and hear out there in physical world.

This is not about going without or abstinence, it’s about where I place attention and focus, where my energy flows.

I may come out mad or mad at the world, I don’t know. I’ll keep you posted on this blog.